As He Grows Inside Me

September 8, 2006 - Friday So it is done, I have finally registered for everything I think our little guy is going to need. I love Target. It is seriously my fave store. He is going to be here so soon. It is the scariest, most exciting, surreal thing I have ever gone through in my entire life- For those of you who are parents I am sure you can relate.

It is still so strange to think about Lair & I becoming parents, afterall he is still in school & well I'm his wife. I always imagined the two of us doing a million things, spending a few years together & then kids would come later. However, the Lord, in all His wisdom, had different plans for the Stantons & now we are having a little boy. It boggles my mind. I am constantly asking myself if I will be ready for baby when he comes. We have not even named him for Pete's sake. By the by we are open to any suggestions, simply send 'em our way.

As my belly grows & baby Stanton tosses & turns inside me I find myself wondering if this little guy is going to love me. Truth be told, the last 6 months have been hell which only leads me to believe that this kid has a jump on all the other kids & has decided to despise mom from the womb. I am not so secretly terrified for his arrival. Pray for my nerves & help to reassure me that I am not in control & the Lord has a plan- a plan far better than anything I could come up with on my own.

I must sign off now I have a day of doing not much of anything at all waiting for me. cheers